Ok, so this weekend I went to Dare 2 Share w/ my friends' youth group from Grace Brethren. This thing was INCREDIBLE!!! I don't think I've ever come home from a conference or retreat feeling so challenged and feeling as though God had really opened up and shown me some things that I had never seen before. God is so incredibly amazing. I realized that I need to "lose" myself in God and totally turn my whole entire life over to Him so He can lead me and show me where I need to be headed in my life. I've become a "loser" and totally committed myself to God. I want to "lose" myself and get "lost" in Him and all the wonder and awe. God really opened my eyes this weekend to a lot of opportunities of things that I hadn't seen before. I once was blind, but now I see!!! And that's a totally awesome and incredible feeling!!! Thank you Jesus!!! You're amazing!:) And I even got the opportunity this morning to start on my target for my 48-hour challenge!!! It was amazing as well... I mean, this kid usually isn't even at church and he was there today, so I couldn't help but witness!!! Wow!... And for all the grace people reading this, "Santa stops here, and so does Jesus"... ps- the rest of you just WON'T get it!!!:) haha... All I have to say is that I'm proud to be a LOSER!!! How about you?